Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Moments- that felt like eternity- in the unknown.

The raw & unedited words from my heart, into my journal-
 moments before rejoicing in discovering the news of our upcoming move to PA

- & now published for the public:

3:44pm 12/15/14

Today is the day.
Oh Lord so much anticipation, the suspense fills the air.
Waiting, eating, nail polish peeling...
every moment S L O W L Y awaiting our upcoming fate.
Embodying every bit of Jack Johnson's Sitting. Waiting. Wishing.
We've equated this time of waiting to the last time we were anticipating,
specifically 2 weeks before our wedding.
Similarly, we're excited & eager to discover
what will come of this moment, how will things play out?
We ponder these things together & separately
 each second feeling like a minute, and every minute an hour.

Interestingly enough, as slow & slugish as time goes by.
The moment we receive the news, our minds
- the realist & dreamer-
will race a mile a minute.
What a relief to know we're committed to following the Lord's direction; no matter what.
What peace to confide
 in the maker of time, opportunity, & all good gifts !

Que cera cera,  what will be will be.

It's exhilerating to be given a circumstance to respond to the overlying question,
" Do you trust ME? " & say "we do"!

One way or another in the next 1/2 hour to hour,
we will have all the i's  dotted, t's crossed, and blank's _________ filled in.

This moment of not knowing is one of the best experiences we're givenon earth: to NOT know.
To HAVE to wait, to HAVE completely no control, & to just LINGER with an excruciatingly  inexplicable faithful sense of expectation.

Well the latter of the 3 isn't as frequently experienced,
but it surely describes how I'm spending my sitting. waiting. wishing.

*Lingering* with an excruciatingly inexplicable faithful sense of expectation...

Only time will tell, currently only God know's
but in time- minutes or perhaps even seconds- the unknown will be revealed
& hopefully we'll be embodying every bit of another song
everything has changed.
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More to come,but that's ^ all for now !

Rooted in Love,
Mrs. Dreamer Irving

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